I will let you go...

I will let you go...

I will let you go,if you really like her...
I know that if i do with difficulty with you,
you will don't feel happiness...

You are so important to me...
At the time that I want to let you go,
My heart feel pain...

And now...
Everytime I see your face,
My heart will also feel painful...
But...
I must smile...

I must smile,
Don't let you see my tear,
Cause I want you exist with happiness...
And never ever feel compunction...

I will store up my feeling,
And saying I LOVE YOU in my heart over and over...

I miss you again already...

I don't sure that isn't it this is LOVE?

But I very sure that,

I very miss you now...

I Miss You...

I miss you...

Feel loneliness,
I can hear song...

Feel alone,
I can find people to chat...

Feel sadly,
I can burst into tears...

But how about I miss you?
How can I do...

拜托，别闹了！

你们两个可以不要再闹了可以吗？
我夹在中间，你以为我很好受吗？
你知道很有压力的吗？！
你们两个或许觉得没什么。
但是你们到底有没有考虑过我的感受？
你们都是我的朋友！
我更不想失去你们任何一个！
毕竟能当个这么多年的朋友也是很难得的事！
拜托你们别闹了好不好？！
我这个中间人很难做的好吗？？！
现在的我，任何一个动作都会让你们任何一方受伤，
我知道，所以我没出声，
我没说出我的感受。
不过真的够了！
为什么你们这么霸道？？
就不能替我想一下？！
两个都是我多年的朋友！
当了这么多年的朋友不是当假的好吗？！
你们倒是教教我！
我该怎么做？
还是。。。
我退出好了？
什么朋友我都不要了！
什么友情的，我全都不要了！
我自己一个人过就好，这样大家都好受！
你们不会难做，我也不用这么辛苦！

My Plan~

This Is My Design~

I plan ok already...
I want to read DESIGN,
and do the part time,and receive student to teach them music or drawing...
I think maybe that my life can excessive.
Go so far as to,DESIGN can find a work or not?
I  don't understand...
Cause in this century,DESIGN really not so easy to find a work...

我是已经打算好了的,
我一边读设计，一边打工，能的话回收写学生教教钢琴或者绘画~
最起码生活日子应该还过得去。
至于设计能不能找到工作？
我就不清楚了。。。
因为现在的确设计很难找工作。。。
哎。。。

How can I do now?

I know it and who I am now ought not to escape,

I know it escape can't solve the question.

But at this very moment,I just want to far away all this...

Dont want confront it...

So tired...

Escape let me feel so painstaking...

How can I solve this problem?

Any body help me?

Smile Please...

Smile is a mask that can conceal ourself...

If you feel helplessness,please take up your mask and wear up,

Smile can don't give another one see your frail...

Smile is a good method to hide ourself,

Smile can don't give another one to see our tear...

Smile now,please...

Don't give another one see your frail again.

Smile now,please...

Don't give another one see your tear again.

Conceal yourself now,

Wear up your mask now,

You will never ever hurt by another people...

I want to train my voice already!!!

I sing juz now...
N then...
I hear my sound like a ghost la!!!QAQ【sad
55...
So long time no sing ald??
But not too long time a...
I want to train my voice ald!!
Very sad lah!!!QAQ

I want 王力宏 or JJ la!!QAQ

Haha~~
I go play this,n this is my lover~~
But I don't 1 he la><
I want 王力宏 or JJ~【wasteful
HahaXP
But so nice ald lah~
If you want to find your lover,
this is it's link~
http://3app.me/mal/
Hope you join it~


我比较想要的是王力宏或者林俊杰啦！！QAQ

Funny life...

直到今天，我仍然没想过要放弃你。

只是，你却先一步的把你自己放弃了。。。
人就是这么的优柔寡断，
前一步，或许你会希望一个人生活。
孤单的日子似乎很美好。。。
但是一旦享受完寂寞的滋味，
你就会想要有人在你耳旁吵一吵，抖一抖嘴。。。
人总是会变，
即使这一刻多么喜欢着一样东西，
但是日子一久，便会感到腻，而想改变胃口。
没有人不爱寂寞的日子，
一个人过的生活。
但是，你始终会感到孤单，
而想找个人陪伴。。。



What the funny life?
What the changeable life?
All things will be change by anytime...
Don't have omen...
Give any people unaware...

The Lonely People...

Maybe everybody also have a place that don't give any body to touch in their heart...
I think you, also have...
Don't give any body to see,
Don't give any body to hear...

That the place is very weak,
There have lonesome hide in there,
They will feel alone,
Cause they don't feel any feeling of safety...

This type of people they don‘t like to engage outside,
They hide in their world...
They life by themself...

Before I chat with my friend AH THIEN...

I want to read the design in Penang...

But...

After I chat with him...

I want to read design in KL blak...

How?

But if is in KL...

The expend must very heavy...

And...

I don't hav any relative at there...

Although in Penang also don't have...

我要读设计啦！

可是要在那里读哦？？

烦！

谢谢你。。。

原本，我以为自己很坚强。。。
直到你让我知道了事实，
我才知道，原来。。。
我很懦弱。。。
你所说的诺言呢？
难道一切都是假的？
谢谢你让我看清了事实。。。
谢谢你让我知道了，
下一步，
我该怎么做。。。

Your fake utterance,
let me feel hurtly...
Your fake utterance,
let me know...
I can't trust you...

Mystical ? My custom...

I c many girl's blog,
very pinky,
n very brightly...

N c my blog...
so black,
so darkly...

I dnt noe y?
I love tis feel...
It is so mysterious n very freely...

In the mystical,
everything will be mo perfect.
Never scare tat will expose the ugly face by another people...
N never hurt by another people...




神秘，让人好奇。
或许让人感到疑惑。
但是这已形成了我自己的一种习惯...

公公，很想你。。。

公公。。。

好想你。。。

刚才看到一个小孩子伸手摸他啊嘛的脸，

我就想到你了。。。

刚才看到大爱剧场，

她的啊嘛开完手术后不久就走了。。。

“我的啊嘛是棵大树，每一次的每一次，我都得依赖她。。。不过，我所依赖的大树，倒了。。。”

公公，你现在在哪里？

是不是投胎了？

还是你还是在哪里看着我？

现在的我。。。

是不是让你失望了？

我知道，从小到大，四个姐弟里，

你最疼的就是我，

连剩下最后一口气的时候，你还是开口叫了我的名字，

我住吉打，你住在Pahang，

我不能时常去那里，因为在这里我得上课。。。

在你走之前的前一个星期，我们请假到了那里了。。。

看见你，

我很想开口叫道你一声公公。。。

可是。。。

我叫不出。。。

你就躺在那里，一动也不动，

好像睡着了，所以我叫不出。

公公，我很后悔没说出那声“公公”。

公公，我很想你。。。

I HATE YOU!!!!

I 1 2 hav a long hair!!!!
Y my skul can't giv me stay a long hair?
Always 1 2 cut the hair...
Hei!
I don't hav 2 much money leh!
And it is to much trouble!
N...I don't like any body touch my hair!
I 1 2 find a reason 2 stay long hair...
N i remember...I hav study PIANO...
But...Can't!
It 1 DANCE,N only DANCING can stay long hair!
SH*T!
I 1 2 study DANCING!
I 1 2 DANCE!
N...I can stay my hair,N don't be mo trouble!!
HATE U!
KEAT HWA II!!!

Leave a place,the landscape will not be yours... Miss a people,and the people will nothing to do with you...

Leave a place,the landscape will not be yours...
Miss a people,and the people will nothing to do with you...

I meet you,I miss you...
I remember all encounter with you...
I remember all things about you...

I'm yours...
My heart is yours...
Can't control,can't remove you fom my heart...

Remember that all words that I say with you...
Remember that all things I do for you...
Have you reember that all thing you do with me?
I remember all...

Why you don't find me again?
Isn't it is you feel weary to me?

Sorry about that I can't forget...
Sorry that I can't don't care you...
Sorry is cause I love...




原來自己也可以寫出這么肉麻的東西。。。
佩服我自己了=w=

Who can tell me that...What about me?

I can't control myself...
How can I forget you?
I feel so painstaking...
Feel can't breath freely...
My heart feel so heavy...
Cause i can't forget you...
Everytime you stay in my brain...
I can't throw you to outside...
I know you,you don't care...
But...
Why I care it?
Tell me...
Isn't it I start to care you already?

The first time I write lyris in ENGLISH~(Where got problem tell me ya~)

Take care to you,how can I do?
Don't have any measure to resolve this question....

Everytime everytime and everytime,
I will remember your expression in one's eyes...
How can I forget it?

Call myself to give up...
Please please please...
Forget it!
U will never get a love ...

Please please please...
Don't find me again,
Cause I can't forget it if you always find me...

I'm crazy in love,
Love is a toxicant,
It let we happy,
And let we painful...

Don't let we fall in love,
It will make we hurt by ourself...

A love is a toxicant,
crazy crazy and crazy,
it let we get lost.

Don't let you relax in it,
cause you will die in it...

Easy to bribe by another people...

A packet of food...
You can bribe me already...
In the morning,my father scold me...
Every time after that,I will close myself in my bedroom and play my piano...
But my father do the speaker at below...
So noisy,because my father also want to test the speaker so that sound open by so bigger...
So i no mood to play my piano already,
After that,maybe is in evening...
My father told me that have pasar malam,and ask me that want eat koropok or not?
And...
I so happy and say that I want to eat what and what...
Erm...
I think I'm so easy to cheat by another people,
Haizzz...
I'm so easy to sell myself...

漫家的成員，對不起。。。

今天在漫家似乎闖了大禍。。。
因為spam太多了。。。
只因為傑哥讓我幫他頂圖，
所以我也就頂了，
結果玩心一起，我也就頂了很多。。。
哪裡知道就闖禍了。。。
讓很多人生氣，
我道歉了，
然後也說出爲了賠罪，我決定一段時間不上漫家。
不過傑哥卻又因為罪惡感，所以也說不上漫家了。。。
我聽了之後更愧疚。。。
明明是我的錯，爲什麽連他也要不進漫家？
可是他卻說是因為他叫我幫他頂圖，才會弄到如此地步。。。
慚愧。。。
這。。。
根本不是他的錯啊，爲什麽他要一力承擔？
我自己闖出來的貨，我自己負責，
真的，我不想他承擔一切。。。
還有。。。
Sky Loo。。。
不好意思，我知道我這樣子做，會讓你很為難。。。
可是這只是我想到的賠罪方法之一。。。
我知道我這樣讓大家很為難，
但是。。。
這樣也能讓我自己冷靜一下。。。
讓自己清楚知道，我自己到底做了什麽？
做錯了什麽？
我這不是逃避，
而且其實逃避的確不是解決方法的辦法，
逃避只是爲了讓自己找到解決方法來解決問題。
而不是一直擱著。
亦或是，遇到問題，就胡亂解決，
那只會把事情變得更雜亂。。。
不好意思。。。
還是讓我冷靜一下吧。。。
我的冷靜也只會是一下子，
或許幾天，或許一個星期。
我會再回去漫家的，
不過不是明天，或許是幾天后。。。
還有，傑哥。。。
對不起。。。
你並沒錯，錯的就在我。。。
是我玩心大起，而胡亂做出這些亂來的行為。
而造成大家的困擾。。。
對不起。。。

Thank you to the people that leave a message in my blog~

Haha~
I want to say thank to one people~
Hei,tat the guy hav leave a message in my blog,
name XIA~
Haha~
U say that my blog is great,
I feel very happy~
And...
nice to meet you ya~
I don't know who are you,
but we can do a friend~
but is in blog or facebook lah~
Haha~
Nice to meet you~My friend~~

即兴作词（二）

等不到你  虽然累了
但却渴望还能再见一面

你说你将把你的习惯改了
那么我呢  怎么改
我已把你的习惯变成了我生活中的一部分

眼皮沉重
当闭上时  却又极速张开
只怕下一秒你将在我眼前消失

能为我  停留下  那么一秒吗
能为我  停下来  望我一眼吗
能为我  停留下脚步  回头望我一眼吗

原来  这是爱情的滋味
甜甜的  酸酸的
只有尝过才知道
原来它  是苦的

爱情  让所有人受伤
但却还是一样  让人渴望

渴望的爱情
一旦得到  将会变质

是因为这样吗
所以你我  才会变成陌生人

为了爱情
再坚强的人  也只有低头的份
能不能为我  你就低头认输一次
没有回复的恳求  一次又一次
遭受无言地拒绝

能让时间流失
让我忘记  曾经那么一个
我爱上的人吗

即兴作词~

原来我的心跳已被你牵动
怦怦然的跳  控制不住
从什么时候  眼睛跟随着你
从什么时候  脑海全都是你
原谅我的贪心
想要让你一辈子  留在我身旁
爱情不都是  自私的
就请原谅我的自私

虽然很爱你  但却说不出
依然跟随着  你的脚步
没有怨言  只因爱了
因没办法  再后悔

你的每一句  甜言蜜语
我都接受  虽然是个玩笑
但却听了  很高兴

多么希望你  的玩笑
是个真实  的爱语
对我说喜欢  我好想相信
不过怕受伤  所以不敢相信

玩笑  似乎太过火
就求求你  别再开玩笑
你的玩笑  我会当真
如果不想我  爱上你
就请你与我  保持一段距离

让我渐渐  忘了你
忘了我  曾爱过你

Worry...

Haizzzz...

someone in 漫家 tat i know,

he say if he hav come A.S.

he will come here to find me...

how??
hav some worry lah...

is so worry!!!!

so how can i do if he find me??

tis is the 1st time tat i 1 2 meet the ppl tat i know in FB only n never meet without FB...

Say Thank To My Mother...

Mum,I want to say THANK to you...
If not you,I will never ever live in this world...

Mum,every things that I can do,
I also want to say THANK to you...

Mum,you let me born in this world,
that I also want to say THANK to you...

When I am a little baby,
you take care of me,
help me to bathe,
don't dislike and avoid me dirty,
I also want to say THANK to you...

Mum,THANK YOU...
I know when I am a little kid,
are so naughty...
I let you angry,
I let you feel so tired,
and i have say many word that you dislike,
I know that I let you feel so hurt,
but you also don't give up me...

Mum...
I LOVE YOU~~
I can't say out that I LOVE YOU...
but I really really so LOVE YOU...

Mum...
I will become more sensible...
then let you don't be more worry...

Mum~
THANK YOU...

Mum~
I LOVE YOU~

爱情？算了。。。

在一个爱情里是不是每个人都这么矛盾？

不然为什么我的朋友。。。

会这么傻？

觉得。。。

爱情是个麻烦的东西。。。

我听我朋友说没了他，她会死。

我听了，觉得有点无奈啊。。。

那么你以前的日子是怎么过的？

你以前也没有他啊，那么现在的你，

为何还站在这里？

矛盾啊。。。

她说，

他比任何朋友还重要，

我告诉她，她已经堕入爱河。。。

可是她却死口不承认，

哎。。。

麻烦的爱情不适合我。。。

姐可不想要有个那么烦人的爱情！

姐比较适合简简单单的过，

过着自己的生活，

生活里只足够容入我自己一人，

至于要再容入一人？

算了，空间已满，

容纳不下他人了。。。

爱情！麻烦离俺远点！

Escape?Not my STYLE!

In a trouble,i think everybody also will escape...

N me,also will...

but really always escape it?

i think...

i cant...

every trouble tat u escape,

it will also come at next time,but juz dnt noe when is we encounter...

escape,is not a solution,

mayb after tat...

it will bcome a big problem...

really we can always escape it?

c by yourself....

逃避？不是我的风格。。。

或许遇到困难，我会逃避，

不过我会寻找解决的方法来把它解决！

而不是一直逃避下去，让这个问题困扰自己许久！

Always forgot...

Long time dnt come here ald a~~
cause i hav exam...
form4 exam can say easy,but i also dnt noe where got easy?
u can say it hard,but its look like so easy 2 do...
everytime i c my exam paper,
i will bethink...
tis question...
i really hav hav read at home,
but in the exam...
cant remember anything...
loxzzz....
really so confusing lah!
pls remember the think tat i ald read!
always remember!
dnt 4got it!!

看完这个video，你可以知道其实。。。

我们华人也不是不爱国，

相反的，我们很想爱国，

可是必须看看，有些马来人到底是怎么想的。。。

对，现在有一些的确变得很文明了，

但却还是有一些这么歧视华人。。。

很显然他们弄得我们华人原本想好好跟他们谈谈也不行。。。

试问有谁不爱我们国家的东西？

有谁没吃过马来西亚的roti canai/nasi lemak等等。。。

我们都是人，

不过就是肤色有点不同，

可是为什么他们要这么歧视华人呢？

当然我说的歧视华人，并不是全部马来人。。。

我曾经看过网上的一些资料。。。

他说，我们人类其实祖先都是同一个。

直到最后才演变成许多姓氏。

才慢慢到分成各个种族。

我不知道是真是假，

但是我只觉得，

人与人为什么就不能和平相处？

有一小部分的马来人都能接受华人了，

可是为什么还是有一大部分的马来人还这么抗拒华人？

我们都是人，活在这个世界上就只为了生存下去。

为什么却要这么的争吵下去？

世界末日即将来临，可是却还是战争、争吵不断。

到底什么时候，人类各个种族的人才能互相不排斥？

各个种族才能互相合作不斤斤计较？

写的有点长了=A=

就此停笔。。。

ATENTION!

Saturday start 2 exam ald...

but y i dnt feel tension?

but really hav a little worry my ICT n acount....

exam , exam , exam...

y i steal sit at hear n tapping word n chat with my fren in FB?

PLS!

U!cheer ald lah!!

dnt b lazy again!

ur time dnt hav so mo time ald!

remain 2 years only!

erm...

really 1 2 compute is hav 20 month only!

PLS...

let urself 2 b mo tention!