Have people say when the human grow up, the annoyance will increase, I believe this, because my annoyance haven't stop and be more and more.
But I heard people say that they lost their dream and confused what the life they want and how to walk when their grow up, I laugh them and scold them: How you can don't know what is your dream?! When you got the dream you must continue realize it! How you can give up?
Like a fool right? I haven't think for their feeling because I haven't feel this feeling......
If previously, when you asking me what is your dream? Can you continue to realize it? To the past of me, I will tell you My dream is be a illustrator! But now, I will tell you I don't make sure what dream is mine, what thing I want.......
Because of money, I can't go study now, I can't realize my dream now. I not so happy now, I did the foolish thing......
Yup! I did the foolish thing except mind, I try to commit suicide.......
What a foolish moving?
But maybe now I have to give up to my dream and lower one's head to reality.
Next step I have to do is accept the work of nursery of Tzu Chi, do the teacher of kid then get the credential of Grade 8.
My dream...... Maybe I have to say bye bye?
Haha...... In order to dream and I leave tears for the sake of what?
If have the chance, I will hold you again.
My dream, if you can wait, please stay and wait for me......
