Say Goodbye To 2013.....

2013 year is gone, we must say goodbye to the past tense own, then say hi to 2014, tell 2014 I must be more good than 2013, my life must be more beautiful more splendid than 2013!

After this year, next year I must go PLKN when January 5 at Perlis.......

Well, I really so scared to this thing, even if in this three month I can be more independent, but really will scared lah!

I want to choose the subject to learn already, but I don't know want to choose what o.......

I have two choice, the first is Illustration then the second is Interior Design, but what is the best to me? What is the more suit to me?

Now I'm so confused, in year 2014 what can I do, then what have I do?

And then what the college I can get in?

The One or Dasein?

If I want to learn Illustration, I will think want to get in The One or Dasein, but if is Interior Design, I must get in The One......

But The One's tuition fee really too much expensive, I really can't bear it, although I ever said that I must go to do part time to pay my tuition fee, but the people told me, the best to me is don't go to do part time, must attend to my study, because the stress to learn this is so big, and it's homework have too many, so we have no time to do part time already......

Ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

Then how can I do? My house my dad have no money already, if I don't do the part time work, Have nobody can pay my tuition fee!

So how can I do now? What can I choose now?

I really don't like to take a choose, this is so difficult to me........

Blessing you...........

FrankWolf, I will miss you, you are always my angel......

The truth verify FrankWolf is died.....

He is a beautiful cosplayer, although he is a boy, but he really so beautiful!

I'm so be not willing to.When I receive the notice that he is die because the bully,so he suicide, I still can't believe, maybe is don't want to believe or don't want to believe the truth, because he is the favorite cosplayer to me.

His cosplay so simple, he haven't see he use too many thing or affected face to play cosplay,but you will no feel boring or depressing. So to me, he is a nice cosplayer, this cosplayer died is a big hit to me, I can't believe that this nice cosplayer can end his live with suicide!And include because of the people that bully he, use their mouse insult he!

I can't believe this, so I find the proof to verify he haven't die again and again, this is the first cosplayer I like, how can he die! I can't accept it!

He is so cute, active beauty, handsome guy, I can't believe he will end his life himself when he is 20 years old!

The proof let me believe that he haven't die, then I disappointment again and again. The proof with powerful to verify he haven't die too less, the proof verify he was die too more....

So, I accept this now.....

I think, maybe he die suicide is a good thing, because he extrication already, he will no hear the insult and the criticism, he relax already, he can do himself already......

Maybe he really is a girl, but he become a boy....

The next world, maybe he will become a girl and do a best cosplayer, many people accept she, she is the best cosplayer in the world.

FrankWolf, if you really do the cosplayer, please you this name again, maybe I still remember then I become your fan again!

You always is my favorite cosplayer!I'm your fan forever!

I will miss you forever, you can rest in peace now,blessing you.....

Cry? For What?

Just know I hear a song"我们没有在一起"/"We haven't together", this song maybe is for a lovers, but don't know why, I think of my friend, a friend of long long ago.

This son'g lyrics have some word some sentence let me think of my friend......

She is a very nice guy,I think maybe.But this is the thing  of pass tense. Many time she do the wrong thing, I must correct she,let she do a true thing.

In my heart, the money maybe is the first place, then family,and the next is my friend. So that time I think, I can't let this friend do the wrong step, walk the wrong road. So I correct she a time after time, even though she still do the wrong step and many thing I still can't understand, but I don't give up, I correct she over and over. I told me: She is my friend I must help her until I don't have ability!

But.......I give up already.

Because I discover, How long the time I do her friend, and I still can't understand she, I still can't correct she, I don't have the ability to correct she already.

Not don't want to be friend with her already, just I don't know how to face she.

Now, she is a stranger to me. I'm not a initiative guy. When I face to stranger, I just feel tired, because I must take a smile face to them, but the smile let me feeling tired.

In the time I encounter she, I just feel strangeness, I can't feel the kind on her lois. I just feel tired.I still remember in the time we must friend, even though we get together every day, but we have not don't have topic day, but after long time we don't live together, we don't have topic already.

We, become a stranger already......

This song let me bethink your smile when the primary school we live together, your stupid.

But have a sentence I feel so intention "Time is gone, who still wait?"

Just only you understand my dream not so big, I know you can't take along me turn back to before, you say you are so good now just like to bethink the long memory.

I cry in my memory, I know I must forget all of this, because we grow up already, we can't live in memory.....

Cry for this maybe look so stupid.Don't say I'm a stronger one, I'm not the stronger one.

So, how to say goodbye to my memory? The memory of a bad and good to me.

Blessing you......