To be or not to be, that is the question.

To be or not to be, that is the question.

Many thing I want to do,
But I don't make sure that is true or fault after I do it.

But now,
I make sure have a thing that I must to do,
I must learn hardly now~

So...
I want to go to my bed and sleep already~~
Good night~

And...
Blessing you~

I can't control myself...

I try to control myself,
But I can't control,
I lose to control it,
It is a winner now ,
And I became a loser...

I can't control my thinking,
My brain don't had a minute to stop thinking,
I felt tired too much...

Include now,
My brain also don't have a second to get a rest.

It like a joke,
Every time I say that I don't care and I will more mind it,
So satire right?
What a satire joke!

Become more crazy,
Can't stop it already,
It is so horrible right?

Too much terrible...

How is my life?

Life is mountains is warping.
But how about my life?

How is my life?
Sleep, eat, play, study?
What I study now?

I study how to adapt loneliness,
I study how to adapt alone,
I study how to live in a person life...

Now feel alone,
Now feel loneliness,
And?
How can I do?

Cry?
Shout?
Blame?

Never mind lah~
This is my life,
I can learn how to endure~

Now I think I have a life that not so enrich,
But I will cheer to make it become more enrich,
This maybe is my wish,
But I will action and realize it.

Excite inferior to action,
I will start it tomorrow,
Hope me succeed.

Blessing you...

休息的时刻。。。

明明累了，
为何却不肯休息，
故作坚强？

明明累了，
为何却不肯休息，
是无法休息亦或是不肯休息？

我睁着眼，
倦意袭来，
为何却没有睡意？

是自欺欺人，
亦或是害怕消失，
所以不肯就睡害怕下一秒就消逝而去？

我很累了，
但这个世界却不允许停留，
每分每秒他正在运转，
既不让自己休息，
也强迫着我们踏向下一步。

时间不停留，
岁月正流失，
真正的休息究竟是什么模式？

我无法休息，
时间不允许停在原地，
地球不允许停止运转，
我等着他停止的一天，
却等不到那一刻。

会在什么时候，
电流慢慢流失，
电池只剩空壳，
再也无法运行。

电池发烫发热，
正当他能量充沛，
正当他失去能量，
也就失去能力。

休息是为了走更长远的路，
但休息成了奢侈的事，
真真正正的休息时间，
你是否有过？

休息的定义在哪里？
休息的定义是什么？

为何时间这么急促却还得休息？
为何这么疲惫却又无法休息？

真实的休息时刻，
是不是到我们停止呼吸的那一刻才开始？
真正的休息时刻，
是不是要我们只剩下空壳才开始享受？

我在等着，
等着那一天，
那一天我休息了，
永久的躺下享受那一个时刻。。。

Prisoner of love is my favorite song~~

I want to introduce a song to you all~
I very love thins song~
Although it is a song of  long time ago,
But I also love this song and don't felt boring~
You can close the song under the website blank,
And open the youtube that I place at upside.
And~
Below is the lyric of this song~
Hope you enjoy it~


This is the lyric in Japan:
宇多田ヒカル Prisoner Of Love “ラスト·フレンズ”主题曲
平気な顔で嘘をついて
笑って 嫌気がさして
楽ばかりしようとしていた
ないものねだりブルース
皆安らぎを求めている
満ち足りてるのに奪い合う
愛の影を追っている
退屈な毎日が急に輝きだした
あなたが現れたあの日から
孤独でも辛くても平気だと思えた
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love
病める時も健やかなる時も
嵐の日も晴れの日も共に歩もう
I’m gonna tell you the truth
人知れず辛い道を選ぶ
私を応援してくれる
あなただけを友と呼ぶ
強がりや欲張りが無意味になりました
あなたに愛されたあの日から
自由でもヨユウでも一人じゃ虚しいわ
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love
Oh もう少しだよ
Don’t you give up
Oh 見捨てない 絶対に
残酷な現実が二人を引き裂けば
より一層強く惹かれ合う
いくらでもいくらでも頑張れる気がした
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love
ありふれた日常が急に輝きだした
心を奪われたあの日から
孤独でも辛くても平気だと思えた
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love
Stay with me, stay with me
My baby, say you love me
Stay with me, stay with me
一人にさせない


This is the lyric of pronounce that you can sing with Japan:

宇多田ヒカル Prisoner Of Love “ラスト·フレンズ”主题曲
Heiki na kao de uso wo tsuite
Waratte iyake ga sashite
Raku bakari shiyou to shiteita
Naimononedari buruusu
Minna yasuragi wo motometeiru
Michitariteru no ni ubaiau
Ai no kage wo otteiru
Taikutsu na mainichi ga kyuu ni kagayakidashita
Anata ga arawareta ano hi kara
Kodoku demo tsurakute mo heiki da to omoeta
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love
Yameru toki mo sukoyaka naru toki mo
Arashi no hi mo hare no hi mo tomoni ayumou
I’m gonna tell you the truth
Hitoshirezu tsurai michi wo erabu
Watashi wo ouen shite kureru
Anata dake wo tomo to yobu
Tsuyogari ya yokubari ga muimi ninarimashita
Anata ni ai sareta ano hi kara
Jiyuu demo yoyuu demo hitori ja munashii wa
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love
Oh mou sukoshi da yo
Don’t you give up
Oh misute nai zettaini
Zankoku na genjitsu ga futari wo hikisakeba
Yori issou tsuyoku hikare au
Ikurademo ikurademo ganbareru ki ga shita
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love
Arifureta nichijou ga kyuu ni kagayaki dashita
Kokoro wo ubawareta ano hi kara
Kodoku demo tsuraku demo heiki da to omoeta
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love
Stay with me, stay with me
My baby, say you love me
Stay with me, stay with me
Hitori ni sasenai


And this is the lyric in Chinese:

宇多田ヒカル Prisoner Of Love “ラスト·フレンズ”主题曲
摆出若无其事的脸孔去说谎
去嬉笑 我感到厌倦
我只想要快乐而已
蓝调诉说硬要拥有得不到的东西
大家都祈求安乐平静
生活丰足却你争我夺
穷追著爱的影子
无聊的每天突然闪现光辉
从你出现的那天开始
孤独也好辛苦也好我也毫不在乎
I'm just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love
无论患病还是健全
无论暴风雨还是晴天也并肩同行吧
I'm gonna tell you the truth
我选择不为人所知的崎岖之路
你总为我打气
仅是你，我会以朋友相称
逞强和贪婪变得没有意义
从被你爱著的那天开始
独个儿的自由和富裕都只是空虚
I'm just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love
Oh 还差少少
Don't you give up
Oh 不要离弃我 绝对不要
如果残酷的现实把二人拆散的话
我们便要比那力量更强烈地互相吸引
无论多强大多厉害也要加油
I'm just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love
司空见惯的日常生活突然闪现光辉
从迷人的那天开始
孤独也好辛苦也好我也毫不在乎
I'm just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love
Stay with me, stay with me
My baby, say you love me
Stay with me, stay with me
不要让我独自一人


This is the lyric in English:

I'm a prisoner of love...

With a smile on your face, you did what I said
You lied again
"Let's just have some fun" but that really meant nothing
But what could I've done?

Everyone feels shades of blue.
Seeking an escape from the
Pain.
That 's flowing through you.
After a painful heart
Break.
A shadow looms
Now, you're chasing love to feel true

Now that you're around, my days are sound
My dull everyday's are shining out
Maybe lonliness and pain are not as bad as I thought
Now my mind is clear, just with you here
But it's different that it was,
I 'm just a prisoner of love, just a prisoner of love
Prisoner of love...

Through the painful days and all
And the healthy times you still stayed close
Through the cloudy days and sunny days
Let's always walk together

I'm gonna tell you the truth
I chose all the pain that was inflicted on myself
And still you support me
The only one I really know
That I can call a friend

Avarice and strength and the pointless displays
I show mean absolutely nothing, babe
I've been in love since the day that we met each other
There's no life alone, but here we're alone
And I finally escaped from it all
I'm still a prisoner of love, just a prisoner of love.

Oh...there always will be a little more
Don't you give up
Oh, don't you desert me, don't my baby, oh

The harsher reality becomes, the farther away you're heart goes
But we'll somehow stay even closer than it was
I don't know how, I don't know how
But we'll stand firm against the odds
I'm just a prisoner of love, a prisoner of love....

Now that you're around, my days are sound
My dull everyday's are shining out
Maybe lonliness and pain are not as bad as I thought
Now my mind is clear, just with you here
But it's different that it was,
I 'm just a prisoner of love, just a prisoner of love
Prisoner of love...

Stay with me, stay with me
My baby, say you love me
Stay with me, stay with me
My baby, please don't leave me

Well~
Hope you enjoy it~

Try my best...

I will try my best,
Become a daughter of piousness,
Don't let you worry,
Don't let you disappointed...

I will try my best,
Let mine ability become more stronger,
Don't bully by anyone,
Don't harm by anyone...
 perfect,
I will try my best,
Become a good student,
More attentive in class,
Get a result of more beautiful...

I will try my best,
Become a good designer,
My design will let more people like,
My design will make more people feel happiness...

I will try my best,
Everything and everything,
I will try my best,
Let everything become more perfect,

It can don't perfect,
But I must try my best...

My life...

Nothing matter of funny in my life...
So boring...

Bethink bethink bethink...
I always bethink formerly...
This make me feel so fuss...
And make my head feel so pain...

Can occur some funny happening in my life or not?
Make my life become more beautiful,
Make my life become more colourful...

What I think about now?
I don't know...
But feel so fuss...

This let me confuse...
What life I want?
Happy? Crazy? Funny? Splendid?
Ordinary? Silence? Lonely? Greyly?

Or...
Sadly?

Erm...
I'm crazy?
Or I'm a madman...

Never mind...
In the wake of previously lah~
In the wake of now lo~

Sometime drawing,
Sometime singing,
Sometime playing piano,
Sometime dancing,
Sometime reading...

It's my life,
The life that I choose one,
Don't regret~
Never never ever don't remorse!

音乐看穿人心。。。

今天上钢琴课，

我弹着贝多芬的歌曲，

一首弹完，

老师竟然跟我说这次弹得非常的差。

这在我预料之内的~

因为已经有两个月我都没碰这首歌了~

在我正想开口说我没练习时，

老师竟然说我心很乱？

说我心情很复杂想很多事情？

难道音乐真的能看穿人心？

能在音乐里听清楚一个人的心声？

了解到那个人的心情？

对！

我真的再烦着很多事情！

我满脑子想的都是些复杂的事情！

它侵蚀着我的思绪让我真的很难专心做一件事！

可是在弹钢琴时我已经没想那些事情了。。。

可是为什么老师还是能知道心情乱想很多呢？

难道我潜意识里就已经开始想那些事情了吗？

一旦发现自己真的想了很多复杂的事情，

一旦发现自己的心情复杂，

我就再也无法停止思想，

头脑没有办法休息，

拼命的回想。。。

怎么办？

你可以停止了吗？

就拜托你了。。。

我还有很多事情得去干，

我还有很多事情得去思考，

我还有很多事情等着我去行动，

我没有那个空间让你进入脑袋想些没有的东西！

请你滚！

滚得远远地！

我不想让你呆在脑里占据空间！

经济状况什么的，

不是我现在所该担心的！

这不是我所要负责的事情！

搞好我的学业就好！

这种事情以后再来谈！

所以。。。

你给我滚！！！！！！

Lyric in Chinese again...

Try to write a post...
But...
Don't know want to write what...
So I write some lyric in Chinese...
If you don't like you can elide...

开怀的哭吧
我知道你很难受
所谓两个人的秘密
并不属于你和他
另外一个她
在你面前说着他的事
看似无意
可已经深深的刺进你最深低处的属于你的他
渐渐变了
如果能
我愿意做你的依靠
让你投入我的怀抱哭泣
绝不让他看到
隐忍的泪水
在你眼中
隐约看见
都怪我的无能
让你受到伤害
在他面前
你的委屈
我看在眼里
没安全感的你
我知道
你从不爱表现出你的懦弱
晚上了
你会躲在角落偷偷哭泣
怎么了吗
从什么时候
你的眼神带着绝望
你的笑容带着悲伤
但为何你还处处包容

Start to interesting to English~

My English teacher change to a India teacher,

Her name is Sassikala~

Sarsi Cola~~

Haha~

Erm...

Ok sorry,

Serious~

She is a serious teacher,

This is thinking of mine before that I know she.

But now I know that,

Sometimes,

She also know how to kidding how to let my class student laugh~

But since of her,

I become more like English~

Cause today she yield my class to get spelling,

Let we have a spelling test when we don't prepare and don't give we a remind.

Erm...

I get so many wrong spelling,

I also feel so lose face...

But it is so funny~

So now I feel so interesting to English~

Cheer up!

SPM!

I'm coming!!!