Pek Cek! Emo again!

I very very very hate emo!
Everytime when I emo,
I very pek cek you know!

But in this year,
So many emo!
Or maybe more early?
Like yesteryear?

Oh my god!
Please help me lah!
I don't want pek cek again liao!

Why I have many emotion har?
Just hush to study until SPM finish can't?
Let my brain stop to think!
Let my thoughts stop to run!

Stop! Stop!Stop!!!

How can you stop it?
How can I do?

'Wow!
Very nice~
Clever clever brain~'

Want me praise you like this?
Ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Pek cek lah!

Can you let my brain take a rest or not?!

Stop! Stop! Stop!!!
You let me want to say blessing also can't!

Ishhh!!!
Blessing lah! Blessing lah!
Want to sleep already!
Feel very pek cek but also weary!

Ishhhh!!!
Pek cek!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

哭泣……

有种哭泣

叫做抽泣

有种哭泣

叫做低泣

不是不哭

只是忘了怎么哭

想哭

但却怎么都无法落泪

是眼泪不想滑落

还是忘了怎么哭

是忘了怎么哭

但却很想大声嚎哭

这么痛苦的感受

心里正闷着

闷着的痛苦

无法诉说清楚

心里的辛苦

只有自己心里清楚

是该放开

是该释怀

但是为什么却更加难受

是眼泪忘了它原本的目的

所以才让我们受罪

是眼泪忘了它的任务

所以我们不再哭泣

看似坚强

却只有自己知道

已经接近崩溃

已经感到崩溃

直到崩溃

才能释怀

Chinese lyrics~

多少年前的事

我不停的回想

此刻的我已经老得没办法移动

我依旧握着你那满怀笑容的照片

甜美的笑容  我深刻印在脑海

只是已经模糊  是否你也这样

曾经的笑容再甜美

也有一天变得无力

是不是该我维持这一切

是不是该我牺牲这一切

消失的无影无踪

这是你的回答

你不需要任何的同情

但却误会了我的痴情

再怎么艳美  也会凋谢

你离去了  却维持了这一切

是你的自私  照旧了这一切

是你的无情  这一切保持不变

是你的牺牲 我记住了这一切

As long as I want to do……

Some of the thing that I must to trust oneself,
But I don't have self-confident,
So I timidity......

Sometime I will think,
Isn't it as long as I want to do,
I will come through?

Maybe incapable,
Maybe be able to......

However,
I lose too more time.
However,
I don't have too more courage to fight......

I want to pick up my brave again,
But I afraid to be hurt again.

I must trust myself,
As long as I want to do,
I will success......

I must come through!

Blessing you also me......

原来一切都变得这么陌生……

轻轻的一句你好都没有，
你偷偷瞄向我这里的眼神是想诉说些什么？
有什么是你想对我说的吗？

是不是长大了，
大家就变得陌生？

是因为时间吗？
不管食物的保存期有多久始终会变质，
就连我们之间的感情也是……

有点依依不舍的再见呢？
会闪着泪光的道别呢？
我们怎么了呢？

一句话都没有，
在这漫长的一天里，
只有一个想诉说些什么的眼神，
之后我们再也没有任何交集……

小时候的感情呢？
变成这空气里没用的二氧化碳了吗？

好多个问号呆在我的心里，
但是要从哪里开始问起？

所以我选择了闭起嘴巴，
继续扮演着我们陌生人的角色。

你我的微笑都藏着尴尬，
是不是这样呢？
其实我并不清楚。

是陌生了吗？
是陌生了吧？
就陌生了吧？

是这样继续放任下去吗？
我们继续保持着沉默，
继续玩着角色扮演。

我不知道……

Blessing you……

Thank to the old me……

Look back to the previous diary,
I saw that have a sentence,
The sentence that I wrote.

"I don't want you to give up!
Don't let you to give up!
I hope that my hope not just a hope,
It will realize!"

I suddenly feel that the old me so brave,
I brave to explain myself to complete something,
I give myself acceptance,
I warned myself to do what I want.

Why previous of my have this nerve to explain myself?
I feel very strange……

But now……
Why I'm so timid already?
Where is my bravery?
Why I become a coward?

But now,
I feel energetic again after I see that sentence I wrote~

I will be more bravely to attempt,
Attempt something I want to complete,
Attempt something that I want to do,
And try my best!

The old me,
You are so brave!

I want to say thank to you!

Thank to your brave,
Thank to your direct,
Thank to your all,
Thank for your all……

Blessing you……

Powerless……

My teacher miscarry,
I know that my friend was so sad on this matter.

She is her friend,
Her best friend,
Every thing like secret they also will told counterpart.

Now my friend come to find me,
And say that she was so sad,
And now she can't sleep.

But what can I do to she or her?
This matter was happen,
I can't do anything.

I want to comfort my friend,
But my phone don't have money to reply blak!

Sorry……
I say this to you my friend,
I'm powerless……

And now I just can blessing you……

Blessing you……