我看了一篇小说。。。
她告诉她“怎么样?这次你回来我没哭,你说,我是不是坚强了一点了呢?”
而他的朋友回答道“是长大了。”
这让我想起你刚从另一处再次踏回这片土地,
刚从那个地方会来时,我们都变得陌生了。。。
我们互不说话,
或许是我让我们都变得这么沉默,
因为我现在才发现,
那时候的你,
似乎一直在找着话题聊。。。
而我却沉默着,
几句闷哼后就没说话了。
还是说。。。
是我记错了?
我们长大了,
你对我说过的负气话,
我还紧记在脑海里,
好吧。。。
我们的友情到此结束。
那是当时我的想法,
而现在我逐渐感到模糊。。。
你是不是也有后悔?
我不知道,
但是我觉得。。。
我们的友情再也不会完美,
而那裂痕也越变越大了。。。
直到最后,
裂成两半,
无可救药,
分隔两地。
我们长大了,
或许只有一方,
他的想法变得更加的成熟,
想的事情也越来越多,
思想方面也逐渐变得复杂,
复杂得让人不想面对。
真的啊。。。
一转眼,
我们从那小小、蹦蹦跳跳的单纯天真甚至是有点愚蠢的小女孩,
转变至想法复杂,让人害怕的别扭人类。
想法成熟是好事吗?
或许是吧。。。
但如果能选择,
我宁愿选择还存活在那小小的童年里,
不去面对。。。
这一切。
2012年5月31日星期四
2012年5月22日星期二
不一样了。。。
不一样了,
一切都变得不一样了。。。
以前的家里,
多多少少会有些吵闹的声音。
现在的家里,
开始变得冷清了。。。
两个星期前,
外婆带着表弟来到我家,
那段日子,
过得好充实。。。
那段日子,
虽然表弟很爱吵闹,
不过家里开始变得热闹,
变得不冷清了,
连着我的心也开始变得有些温暖了。。。
现在,
他们回了。
我得开始再次面对这样冷清的家庭。。。
家是这个样子的吗?
难道是我误会了家的这个名义?
。。。
原来家,
不是温暖的。。。
一切都变得不一样了。。。
以前的家里,
多多少少会有些吵闹的声音。
现在的家里,
开始变得冷清了。。。
两个星期前,
外婆带着表弟来到我家,
那段日子,
过得好充实。。。
那段日子,
虽然表弟很爱吵闹,
不过家里开始变得热闹,
变得不冷清了,
连着我的心也开始变得有些温暖了。。。
现在,
他们回了。
我得开始再次面对这样冷清的家庭。。。
家是这个样子的吗?
难道是我误会了家的这个名义?
。。。
原来家,
不是温暖的。。。
Have many people that they want to protect you...
Everyone that they so care you,
But why you always say that don't have anyone mind you?
They so take care you,
Maybe they use the wrong way to protect you,
And let you hurt,
But you must see that they are very strive to let you don't feel hurt.
They don't do the patern want to protect you in front of you,
But they always do it behind you.
Don't say that you want to give up or surrender.
Don't have anyone have qualification to say want to surrender.
And me too...
I know you feel tired,
I know you don't want care anythings already...
And isn't it have only you will feeling tired?
Evrybody also will feel tired...
And me also.
Have sometime I also fell tired,
I also have sometime feel want to surrender.
But I don't want surrender,
Why I want to surrender?
If I feel tired,
I can have some time to get a rest,
And after get a rest,
I will try hard to confront it.
Maybe I fail,
Maybe I can't defeat it,
But I have to try it.
And I don't escape it.
You don't give yourself a chance,
And how you know you can't secceed?
Please don't care youe feeling only,
And see around of you,
Have many people want you to bestir oneself.
Don't have any one want you to become a disabled person.
Please care their feeling,
Don't let youeself sadly,
And let other people hard to do anything.
2012年5月20日星期日
The game start now...
This game start now!
You say you will be more strive to try your best,
But everytime you can do it...
Everytime,you fail...
I always stay behind,
I always support you,
But everytime you make me despair...
I have try to help you,
You feel want to cry cause you can't do it...
I see you really want to change youself,
But why is in a short time only?
You feel confused,
I know,
So I try to help you one time and one time...
But after it...
You refuse it...
Ok,
I say I will don't help you anymore.
I let you confront it yourself,
I let you solve it youself...
This is a game,
If I help you,
I will be the loser.
If you can success it youself,
And you will be the winner.
2012年5月6日星期日
Brave...
Brave!!!
"The One!!!"
I really want to cry out already!
Why I don't design the BRAVE design faster?
Now...
It's too late...
The One...
I will never ever forget you!!!!!QAQ
"The One!!!"
I really want to cry out already!
Why I don't design the BRAVE design faster?
Now...
It's too late...
The One...
I will never ever forget you!!!!!QAQ
2012年5月1日星期二
Friend??!Haha...
Friend??
Freind is what?
Friend is the pressure that make you can't breathe...
Please!
Don't find me again!
I don't need a friend already!
Have you know??
Everytime I see you find me,
I really feel so pressure!
Everytime I see your sms...
Everytime I want to close my phone...
Have many feeling in my heart,
I don' tknow how to express...
But I really really hate this feeling!
If freind will make me feel ill like this...
I Will No Need Any FRIEND!!!
Freind is what?
Friend is the pressure that make you can't breathe...
Please!
Don't find me again!
I don't need a friend already!
Have you know??
Everytime I see you find me,
I really feel so pressure!
Everytime I see your sms...
Everytime I want to close my phone...
Have many feeling in my heart,
I don' tknow how to express...
But I really really hate this feeling!
If freind will make me feel ill like this...
I Will No Need Any FRIEND!!!
2012年4月29日星期日
Discover...
I discover...
I start to dont't trust you...
Maybe...
have a little dislike you...
Why?
And when this feeling came to me?
This feeling was so bad,
I try to forget,
I try to far away this feeling...
But...
Why?
Can't?
I discover between us,
Have a big wall insulate us...
Feel so helplessness...
How can I do now?
Maybe...
I need to go far and far away front you,
And don't stand near behind you...
I start to dont't trust you...
Maybe...
have a little dislike you...
Why?
And when this feeling came to me?
This feeling was so bad,
I try to forget,
I try to far away this feeling...
But...
Why?
Can't?
I discover between us,
Have a big wall insulate us...
Feel so helplessness...
How can I do now?
Maybe...
I need to go far and far away front you,
And don't stand near behind you...
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