English Lyrics Creation

There are some picture that I always can't share out.
Never and never ever happen.

The photo you take to me,
The ugly performance of mine,
The smile of mine,
The weep of mine.

It is for you,
Its all for you,
Its just for you.
I never forget,
You make me find something both funny and annoying.

Just a friend,
A best friend,
We help each other,
Support each other.

Can you hear my sound?
I cry out your name.

This photo,
Just a photo,
This is our secret.

The mysterious secret of our,
Between we two only......

Blessing you......

今天就让我来写篇长长的日记吧~

  我感觉我最近的生活开始变得比较真实？可以这么说吧？还是应该说的是踏实了点了？说真的，到底是我影响你呢？还是你影响了我？

  你一直说因为参了我所以变得比较 serious了，可是有吗？你说你变得比较爱读书，变得比较安静了，不再像以前这么爱吵闹聊天，上课更加的专心，生活变得更加的踏实？真的有吗？我真的有这么正向的能力吗？说真的，我还蛮怀疑的……

  我是觉得自己变得懒散了，对学业的态度似乎变得比较不在意，而且啊之前有一阵子好像还一直逃课了？（给爸爸妈妈知道就死定了！）是不是参了你以后才变这样的啊？唔……那你还真的是损友了！哈哈~开玩笑滴啦~不过我现在也因为你所以在次充满能力想继续向上！想要考取好成绩也想要过个正常踏实的生活！

  我的朋友啊~你啊到底是我的损友还是我的贵人？这个……我们算不算是互相帮助？你懒散的时候我就提醒你一下，我懒散了你就推我一把让我清醒，我们算是互相帮助了吧？那如果我再次懒散了你就狠狠地敲敲我的头吧！让我赶快清醒继续上前迈进！记得啊！

  不过我说啊，感觉如果你在旁边陪着的话应该可以撑到SPM完吧？你应该会有正面能量来压过我的负面能量吧？虽然说你之前说过你自己很负面又非常的emo……额，不过应该没问题了吧现在？好吧，就只能是应该和现在了……

  不再过着颓废的生活，这现在成了我的目标~天天努力向上，先不想以后要进大学或是学院先，考好SPM，读好书打好基础以后要出社会了再来打算。

  不过虽然某人说的没错，提早想好目标这样才有冲动上前迈进，这也是我起初的想法啦~不过感觉对于现在的我而言，如果要选好一个目标好像要浪费我很多的时间和精力来思考这个目标的利与弊，这样一来我没办法专心攻打学业上的问题，也让我没有精神去解决其他问题。

  所以啊~我还是先乖乖的读书，考好成绩再来说吧~如果说真的考好成绩我有的是时间来思考人生的下一步路要怎么走，如果真的考不好的话……那个时候再算吧！（当然！自己也不会希望自己考不好！当然是有多么顺利就尽量能多么的顺利吧！）

  这个星期考试了，是因为有读书的原因吗？感觉我的每一科科目都会及格。（虽然还是有那么一丁点怀疑……）是因为参丽嘉参太多了吗？所以被她那满满的自信有所传染而让原本这么不带有自信心的人也对自己开始充满自信？不过……这是好事，对吧？

  好啦~明天要考数学和高技数学就不说那么多了~先睡了~晚安~~

  啊！对了~忘记说了~~ Blessing you~

Melancholia...

Sometime I will distrust that isn't it I have melancholia?
Because I always think in negative...

But now...
I think I release already...

Maybe thinking of negative don't disappear,
But it's reduce to come out.

I can't promise that this status will continue or become more positive,
But I will cheer to keep this status quo.

Everything I must cheer up to change it,
The negative thinking must change to positive,
The study must be more concentration,
English, Add.math, Science, Sejarah, Malay, etc...

Nothing can don't be serious to do,
Also life,
Must more serious,
More earnest.

So I will more serious,
More earnest to make my life become more beautiful and more colourful~

It's my life!
Blessing you...

Emotion...

Something I want to say...
But what can I say?

Today is my birthday...
I know that is the Chinese New Year also,
My family don't know,
And I don't institute.

Nevermind,
I don't care,
Because every year,
I don't celebrate my birthday.

But I think today I full of emotional...
I just want to cry,
I just want somebody to hear me talk,
I just want somebody to keep company with me...

I don't have any friend that I can tell my secret to them,
But if there is,
I think I also don't  nerve to relate.

I just want to cry,
And I also really cry.

I take bath in bathroom,
I had a intention,
A bad intention,
Maybe too more emotion,
So I had this intention...

I want to end my life...
And I will more relax,
I will never ever face to this world,
Every thing in this world,
Troublesome things...

And I use my nail,
Try to have a wound on my wrist.
Try to end my life.

The first time,
I stroke my wrist gently,
Slowly and contribute...
And have the second time, third time,four time...

I don't know what pain is...
I can't feel the pain in that time...
I don't scare to finish my life,
I don't know what scare is...

Too more emotion,
Too more terrible...
But I don't scare it...

Happy New Year~

It's holiday now~~
What are you doing now?

This holiday is for New Year,
Are you going your home and eat with your family?

Happy New Year~
I say to everybody~
New year is a good holiday,
We can get on together with family at distant place.

Now I in Pahang,
With my family have a Happy New Year,
Eat together,
Play together,
Chat together~

And now?
What are you doing now?
Haven't go home?
Have you miss your family?

Faster going home~
I think they must very miss you,
Don't torment they already,
Faster going home and undue a happy new year with  them~

Happy New Year~
Blessing you~

Let go...

I think I can brave to face it now,
I believe that your life is more good than me,
And I can relieved to let go.

This is the last time I believe,
To my own believe,
With my confidence,
In order to you.

Your life become colourful,
Your life make me surprised,
Your life let me decide.

I can let it go,
I can let me go.

Feel more relax now,
Put down and be happy.

Blessing you...

To be or not to be, that is the question.

To be or not to be, that is the question.

Many thing I want to do,
But I don't make sure that is true or fault after I do it.

But now,
I make sure have a thing that I must to do,
I must learn hardly now~

So...
I want to go to my bed and sleep already~~
Good night~

And...
Blessing you~